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29

Mar

on the fence, at the edge of the bridge
I am never going to cross the line
I live in fear of not being as good as I like to think I think I am
freezing in his presence because I’m unsure of the possibilities
what’s the chances he won’t want me
when he finds out I’m a … insert noun, adjective, here
and I’ve told everyone about my mother
but now i’ll have to tell them about me
inexperienced
fragile
head strong
and paranoid
growing older and more lonely by the hour